Daily Life Lessons from Rabbi Heschel
Year 3 Day 84
“The vigor and veracity its ideas are perceptible under the rust and batter of two millennia of debate and dogma; it does not fade in spite of theology nor collapse under abuse. The Bible is the perpetual motion of the spirit, its waves beating against man’s abrupt and steep shortcomings, its echo reaching into the blind alleys of his wrestling with despair.” (God in Search of Man pgs. 241-242).
Vigor comes from the Latin meaning “be lively” and the English definition is “effort, energy, enthusiasm” and veracity comes from the Latin meaning “speaking truly” and the English definition is “habitual truthfulness”. I am in awe of Rabbi Heschel’s wisdom above. On this first day of 2024, I am thinking about the “rust and batter” I have added to the “debate and dogma” when studying, thinking about, engaging with another(s), in the words of the Bible, their meaning for us today and how to carry out the wisdom, the path, the spiritual principles of the Bible without adding to the “rust and batter”.
Our challenge today is not the veracity of dogma, it is not the debate over minutia, it is to recover the “vigor and veracity” of the Bible, it is to live into the wisdom, the ways, the call and the demand that the Bible puts upon each one of us. Rather than continuing to engage in who’s dogma is correct, who is the better debater, who’s theology is more in line with the divine, who can twist it better to suit their needs; we are in desperate need of scraping off “the rust and batter” of the Bible so we can, once again, hear the beauty and the wisdom, the call and response between humans and the Ineffable One.
Rabbi Heschel’s words give us comfort to know that our struggle to accept and engage in “the vigor and veracity” of the Bible is not new, it has been going on for “two millennia” and will continue. While the Messiah has not yet arrived, or come back depending on one’s belief, we have the records of the Prophets, of Moses, of the Psalmist, to live into and lean back on. We have the stories of Noah, of Adam and Eve, of Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Sarah, Rebecca, Rachel and Leah to study and immerse ourselves in how people “came to believe” and accepted the covenant of God. We have the redemption story of Passover, the lessons of the Judges and the Kings, both good and not so good, all for our benefit to experience anew, each year, each day, the “vigor and the veracity” of the Bible and commit anew each day to the principles, the spirit and the ways of “walking with God” it enumerates to us.
And, we have to scrape off the false pride and false ego we hold onto so dearly so we can lift ourselves up from the “rust and batter” we have become buried in. We have to change our ways and goals of debate from proving we are right to understanding the myriad of ways the Bible is “speaking truly” to us and adapt ourselves to the “habitual truthfulness” instead of trying to adapt the “veracity” of the Bible to suit our whims and desires, our overreach for power and prestige, our unrealistic need for certainty through the dogmas we perpetuate. We, the People, have to end our incessant need to prove our “theology” is right and the only right way to understand God, our “theology” contains the only right religious beliefs and systems. We, the People have to reject the abuses done in the name of the Bible, the incessant deceptions perpetrated upon all of us by the ‘wise ones’, even by our ancestors and elders!
As I write today’s blog, I am reminded of Rabbi Heschel’s words in his interview with Carl Stern, “we have to immerse ourselves in the thoughts of the Bible”. I hear him calling out to us to let go of our dogmas and debate for the sake of being right, to stop our abuse of the truthfulness of the Bible and seek to be one with the Bible. Just as prayer may make us worthy of being saved, as Rabbi Heschel also teaches us in the same interview, so too will immersing ourselves in the “vigor and veracity” of the Bible make needing to be saved a mute point, because we will be saving ourselves already along with everyone we touch. Once we immerse ourselves and live into the “vigor and veracity” of the Bible we become infused with its “vigor and veracity”, we experience a new strength and a new way of seeing and hearing the world, one another, our own soul and the ‘voice’ of God. Our debates change from needing to be right to needing to learn, we argue for the sake of heaven, not the sake of self, we seek truth rather than mendacity and we find the ways to walk together in the light, with the strength, and with “the vigor and veracity” of the Bible.
Rabbi Heschel’s wisdom is not yet universally accepted! It is lived by those of us in recovery-imperfectly. We continue to be imbued with “the vigor and veracity” of the spiritual principles of the Bible, whether we attribute the spiritual principles of recovery to the Bible or not. We continue to seek more truth and be more active in our recovery, in our being of service and in all of our affairs. We no longer seek to make excuses, we speak the truth as we know it, we admit our errors and we make our amends so we can “walk together in the light of the spirit”. The longer we are in recovery, the more “rust and batter” we remove and the less we have to debate, dogma falls away in favor of connection, in the light of truth.
Writing this today allows me to see the ways I have made myself small by engaging in senseless debate for my own sake. It illuminates for me the areas where I have “rust and batter” still blinding me. It also allows me to know that my actions which some call obnoxious, abrasive, etc are my expressions of the “vigor and veracity” I imbue from the Bible. This is not a clean-up, just a fact. Because of my years of lying prior to recovery-truth has become a necessity for me, otherwise, I fear returning to mendacity and deception of self and you. God Bless us all in 2024 with more safety, and more “vigor and veracity”, Rabbi Mark