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The Prophets - wisdom to enhance our daily living

Daily Prophets

Day 198

“Hear people, all of you, Give heed Earth and all that is in it. My Lord, God is coming as your accuser…God is coming from God’s place and will come down and walk on the high places of the earth. The mountains shall melt under God and the valleys burst open…All this is for the transgression of Jacob and for the sins of the house of Israel. Because of this I will lament and wait; I will go stripped and naked; I will lament like jackals…(Micah1:2,3-5,9).


Micah was a contemporary of Isaiah and the first prophet to prophesy about the destruction of Jerusalem. In the first verse above, Micah is calling the people, all people to hear his words, to listen to his prophesy and to understand the seriousness of the problems they have caused for themselves. Micah is, possibly, using hyperbole to wake the people up, to open their ears, their eyes and their hearts/souls to be aware of what their actions have brought about and how continuing in their ways will destroy them, their cities, their families, their futures.

Pay attention, everyone, every thing that is on and in the earth- look and see what you are doing right now. God is coming and, unlike Zechariah’s experience, the accuser of the people is God, not Satan. Micah is aware that the people will not listen to mere mortals unless they believe that God is truly sending them and here he is telling the people that God is judging them, God is accusing them and God will mete out God’s justice upon them. We are the inheritors of the Prophets visions and words. We are the inheritors of their wisdom and their love for God and Humans. Yet, we continue to not pay attention! We are still stuck in being like both Israel and Judah before their exiles and, in the case of Israel, their destruction. We all need to hear better, we all need to pay attention and heed/obey the will of God better so we don’t destroy ourselves, our families, our communities, our countries and our world.


God is coming down and walking the earth, according to Micah because of the injustice, etc. Micah is letting us know that God’s forbearance is not unlimited. Micah is telling us to listen to the many messages that he and the other prophets are bringing from God and take action on them now. 


I think that what Micah is missing is that God is always ‘walking’ the earth, God is always ‘hearing’ our cries, God is always ‘calling’ us back. Everything in the world melts and bursts open when God is recognized. Our anger melts, our stubbornness melts, our false pride melts, our need to be perfect melts when we realize and recognize God walking with us and, at times, against us. Our souls burst open, our hearts burst open, our compassion, kindness and divinity burst open when we recognize God’s presence within us and around us. When we heed these words of Micah and the other prophets, God is with us. When we study, learn and practice the truth of Torah and the wisdom of Torah and stop seeing it as an intellectual exercise to get all the commandments ‘right and perfect’, then we can see, recognize and engage with God to enhance God’s world and our own. 


Rabbi Heschel speaks of Micah’s abhorrence to “the fall sin of moral corruption..To the soul of Micah, the taste of God’s word is bitter. In his love for Zion and his people, he is tormented by the vision of things to come:”(The Prophets pg. 98-9). He is referring to the final verse above. Micah is so distraught that he is lamenting and wailing, he is willing to debase himself by stripping and going naked so people will notice, listen and change. He is going to be as loud as jackals so people will have to hear and, hopefully heed. There have been Micah’s throughout the history of the world, the Jewish people and the USA. We are in a time where we have to hear and heed them, better than we did with the Micah’s of past years. We are willing to listen, hear and heed the authoritarian charlatans, the narcissistic preachers of doom and only they can fix it, the people who would rather see another human being suffer, be in prison, and/or die than allow for God’s word and will to be fulfilled unless they gained. We are in the ‘sin of moral corruption” today and we have to decide if our love of Freedom, Democracy, Humanity can overcome this decay.

In recovery, we are constantly reviewing our actions for moral corruption and decay. We are consistently asking God to walk with us and within us. We are seeking out Micah’s around us to help guide us to living one grain of sand better each day. We seek God so we can melt the hardness of our hearts, we seek God so our love and goodness can burst forth without fear or favor. In recovery, we heed God’s words, ways and will so we can truly live another day in joy and harmony. 


I was in the sin of moral corruption prior to my recovery. My recovery has been seeking the moral high ground. I have lamented and wailed to the people who continue to use immorality to grow their wealth and power. I have walked naked and open declaring my errors and my fears of destruction for people who are not in recovery. I have been honored and beaten, my vulnerabilities used against me and I have used them for me. I have been privileged to walk with God, answer God’s accusations with T’Shuvah, and continue to carry God’s message, my words of Torah. I would rather be like Micah than like the Mark prior to my recovery! Stay Safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 197

“A day of God is coming…And God will be sovereign over all the earth and in that day God is One and God’s Name is One.”(Zechariah 14:1,9).


The prophet is telling us that a day of God is coming and, while he describes frightening experiences for some of that day, he is not saying it is the end of the world nor the end of nation states. I think about this first phrase and realize that everyday is a day that God is here, not just coming. I disagree with the prophet’s description while understanding his employment of hyperbole to get the people to serve God and to stop living in fear of scarcity and pain. God is here, as Rabbi Heschel teaches, and God is searching for us, therefore maybe Zechariah is telling us to open up our eyes, our hearts and our souls to experience God’s presence and leave our fears in the past so we can rejoice in today. When we are open to God entering our lives, when we are open to God guiding our actions, we are overwhelmed with a serenity/clarity that allows us to distinguish what we should change and what is beyond our power to change, as Reinhold Niebuhr teaches us in the Serenity Prayer. When we allow ourselves to be found by God, we become fuller human beings, our inner lives and outer actions become more congruent and we are more integrated, holy and joyous. God is here today for us and we can have this experience today and everyday, if only we let God in. 


The second verse above, we say at the end of every prayer service, after the Aleinu prayer. Rabbi Heschel teaches that this verse comes to remind us that a human king is not to be worshiped, not to be deified. “While the prophets did not go so far as to call for the abolition of the monarchy, they insisted that human pretension to sovereignty was dangerous, a fake and a caricature.”(The Prophets pg.480). Our reliance on the strongman/ autocrat to protect us is a false belief, an engagement in self-deception. The prophet is reminding us that it is God who is our salvation and no human power can replace God as Sovereign, as Redeemer, as Savior. The autocrat/strongman is selling us a load of BS and we are eating it up when we follow the “only I can fix/do this’ line that these con artists are spewing out. We have to have leaders to help protect us from outside enemies and inside enemies, to keep order and to work for the common welfare of the people of the nation(s), we have to remember that they are not God, not the ultimate authority, rather they are here to serve God and to serve us.

We are all responsible to make this day happen! As I said in the first paragraph above, God is here, the Day of God is here, we have to welcome it, we have to honor it, we have to lean in and live into God’s will and God’s ways. Not in lockstep with each other, not everyone doing the same thing, we do this by living the Unique Image of God we are created in out loud, fully and completely and joyously. We are the inheritors of God’s gifts, we are the partners in creating a more perfect world, we are the servants who get to live in God’s reflection and light, yet we refuse to do this because of pettiness and pride, envy and enmity. We refuse to do this because of our desire to be god and rule over another(s) and have people serve us instead of us serving God. While we do give lip service to this concept, as I said, it is in our prayer books, we refuse to acknowledge God’s sovereignty in actions because we worship power and might, not right and justice. On this day, we can make God One in our hearts, minds and actions, we can appreciate and honor the aspects of God that another(s) people/person/religion holds and come together to gain a fuller, broader, more complete experience of God. We can, on this day, lay down our need to dominate another(s) and find the ways to cooperate and live together, lion and lamb, Jew and non-Jew, Black and White, people of all colors and stripes. This is the promise of THIS DAY, it takes us to turn this day from a promise to a reality. Will you? 


In recovery, we are doing the best we can to move the ball forward in our living. We believe that we can make a difference and we are not stuck in some revolving door of pain, sadness, escape and getting dried out to do it all over again. We know that we need to reach for God each and every day so we can rise above our own negativity and sorrow and pain. We are sure that God will guide us if and when we seek God out. We spend time cultivating a practice to get more and more understanding to “improve our conscious contact with God praying only for God’s Will and the power to carry it out”. In recovery, this is not a burden, not taking something away from us, it is a gift that adds immeasurable joy, contentment and serenity/clarity to our lives. 


I invite God in to my life every day and then I excuse God from my life sometimes as well. When I am unable to see clearly, when I am unable to restrain my passion at the times I should, I have excused God from my life. When I live my passion appropriately, when I live my purpose and help another human being, when I am loving in my actions and words, when I am immersing myself in life, in God, in wonder, when I am living in Radical Amazement, when I am fighting for what is right, for the needy and the poor, the stranger and the sick; God is alive in my life. When my insides and outsides match, when I am not going along to get along, when I am willing to risk everything for principle and for faith, God is alive in my life. When I connect with another and engage in love, God is alive in my life- when is God alive in your life? Stay safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 196


“The diviners see lies, the dreamers tell false dreams and give empty consolations. Therefore my people stray like sheep, they suffer because there is no shepherd. I will restore them, for I have pardoned them, and it will be as if I had never let them go for I am Adonai their God and I answer them.”(Zechariah 10:2,6).


Rabbi Heschel teaches: “The diviner seeks to obtain God’s answer to man’s questions; the prophet seeks man’s answer to God’s question.”(The Prophets pg.459). Herein lies the difference in religious/spiritual attitudes and truth-seeking. Diviners and dreamers are asking God for answers and therefore have to give to us false hope and false messages. We see this time after time throughout history and yet we still fall for the false prophets, the dreamers of false dreams and the people who claim divine sight for their own power and prestige. When called a prophet, Rabbi Heschel declined such high praise and only hope he is worthy of being a descendant of the prophets, which of course he is and, I agree with calling him a prophet. 


We are so quick to listen to the Ouija board, to the Tarot cards, to the palm readers, the mediums, etc because they are asking the Power Greater than ourselves questions for us. Yet, the same people refuse, in many instances, to acknowledge God and think religion is ‘opiate for the masses’ because they have a direct personal contact with the universe through their medium. The prophet is telling us that following this way of living, trying to shortcut our responsibility and our personal connection to God will always leave us wanting, lost, in exile and suffering. Rabbi Heschel is teaching us that  we have to give our responses/answers to God rather than ask for God’s answer to our questions. God has given us the answers through the Torah, the prophets, the writings, the wisdom each of us has within us and through our direct connection with our inner life, which is where God’s Image that we are created in resides. It is time for us to call our the liars, the charlatans, the people trying to make a quick buck and the people who want the shortcut/easy way to success and connection. It is time for us to bring everyone back to the prophets, to the Bible, to a spirituality that is rooted in them and God.

In the second verse above the prophet is giving us important information and ways to be, especially in this month of Elul as we prepare for the High Holidays. Every time we experience the call to return, to change our path is an experience of God restoring us to our proper place and proper path for us as individuals and to ensure that we know we belong to the people/community we are with. In being restored, we are both pardoned and cleaned. That God tells us we are pardoned and through this pardon(and our T’Shuvah which causes the pardon to happen) we are cleansed of all the residue of our negativity and, for God, it never happened. The Talmud speaks of this in the voice of Resh LaKeish, great is T’Shuvah because even purposeful sins are considered merits (from Yoma 86b). God doesn’t hold a grudge and is telling us to leave our guilt and shame in the past, once we have been forgiven! We no longer have to continue to beat ourselves up for our past errors, we no longer have to be berated because of past errors, we no longer have to live in fear of someone finding out about out past because we have been cleaned. In the Talmud, we are taught that we cannot remind a repentant person of their prior errors as this is a sin to God. This verse teaches us to not allow another to use our past to harm us, to stop us and to control us-God wants our return, God accepts our return, and God restores us because of our return. It is high time we surrender our guilt, shame, self-loathing to God and not allow another and/or ourselves to stop us from fulfilling God’s will and plan for us!


In recovery, we know that we have to have our own relationship with our Power Greater than Ourselves that I call God. I We can’t, as Rabbi Heschel says over and over again, engage in religious behaviorism nor spiritual plagiarism. Doing our inventory of how we missed and how we hit the mark this past year is freeing. Seeing the Amends/repairs we have yet to make spur us on to be both willing and committed to making these amends. Knowing that God forgives us and cleanses us propels us to restore the human dignity that we harmed/stole from another and, hopefully, bring them healing from the harms we wrought. In recovery, we know that we have to clean our side of the street no matter what and this brings us closer to God and to our authentic self. 


My greatest errors were believing the false dreamers and diviners around me. Whether it was when I was younger or in the past 32+years. I realize I have sought people to fill the hole that was left inside of me when my own father died. I thought I had dealt with that and, upon looking back over the past 5 years, I realize I hadn’t. This seeking made me susceptible to the diviners and false prophets who I followed to my own demise-not necessarily theirs. I also know that I am cleansed by God and by the people who love me, know me and get me. I know that I no longer carry the shame and guilt of and for my past with me and these words by Zechariah strengthen my resolve to give God my answer of Hineni as God asks Where are you! I also know that my next chapter is in process of being written and leaving the past in the past, knowing I am cleansed by God will allow me to be more alert to what it is. God Bless and Stay safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 195

“Rejoice, daughter of Zion, shout out, daughter of Jerusalem, your king is coming to you, righteous and victorious, humble, riding on an ass. You, for your part, have been released, your prisoners from the dry pit for the sake of your covenant. And God will manifest Godself to them. God will make them prosper on that day. (Zechariah9:9,11,14,16).


Again, we have good news from the prophet! Earlier in this chapter he is letting the enemies of Judah and God know that their time to rule is going to end. Yet, the survivors will be saved as they belong to God also. This is an interesting philosophical conundrum for many people. How can God not accept everyone back when they return as God is God of all people? The prophets tell us, of course God takes everyone back when they turn/return to God and God’s ways. So, what makes the Jews so special? We are the first to turn to God through Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Moses, the Israelites who left Egypt, etc and our mission is to spread not just the words of God to everyone, to spread the ways and the application of these ways to everyone. It is not “specialness” as much as our task that we get to do because we are able to do it. 


In the first verse above, God is reminding us that we are all children of Zion, children of Jerusalem, we have a place that we come from, we are not orphans, we are not abandoned to the wind/four corners of the earth. We have exiled ourselves from our proper place as noted by earlier prophecies and we remain children of Zion, Jerusalem, and God. We will be helped along by the new king, is this a subtle hint to make God our King, possibly, and it is also a shot of hope to a people who are afraid and beaten down. The prophet realizes that the people don’t believe in their own strength and need a leader to infuse them with the will to take back their land, to return to their home and to follow God’s will. Are we willing to return to our proper places and make God our higher power rather than using our power to make ourselves God? 


Yet, the king is not to be another haughty self-centered, power-hungry leader who is only interested in using the people for his own gains. This king is going to be a warrior and a person of justice and righteousness. This person is a winner and knows that it is with God’s help he is victorious. This person has the humility to know that he gets to serve God, the people of Judah and this knowledge informs all decisions he makes, unlike the earlier kings who made decisions solely for their own good. He is a trusted servant who knows who he serves and is grateful for the opportunity to serve God and the people. This type of leadership is the model for us today as well as for Judah in 516BCE. Yet, our leaders are still engaged in trying to deceive us to believe they are when they are lining their own pockets, just ask Rand Paul who votes his wife’s stock market purchases, not what is best to stop the pandemic. Ask any of the leaders of either party who stay quiet when the ones being persecuted are the Jews, the Blacks, the Latinos, the Muslims, etc-anyone who isn’t them. This is not the leadership Zechariah is telling us will save us-when will we demand an end to the disruption and death of our democracy? Hopefully before it is too late. 


In recovery, we experience the last two verses each and every day. We know we have been released from the prison of denial, addiction, hatred, self-loathing, our self-imposed exile from God, etc. We are so acutely aware of our new found freedom and the fragility of same. Our release from our individual prisons and finding a community of fellow freedom seekers lead us to be grateful, committed and joyous. We are continuing to be aware of how God manifests Godself to us daily and we engage in cleaning out the ‘shmutz’ that blinds us to God’s manifestations and clogs up our spiritual arteries so we can’t experience the connection to God and to another human being. We know that each day we are connected to God, each day we realize God’s manifestations in our lives and in the world, each day we tend to God’s garden that we are responsible for, each day we honor and grow our freedom and spirituality, each day that we rejoice in our portion for that day-we are living in prosperity. We are living in abundance each day we realize how much we have, rather than what we don’t have. We are prospering each and every day we want what we have, we cherish our relationships, we honor our commitments, we stay loyal to the people who have stood with us and we remember and grow our covenant with God.


I wake up each morning grateful to be alive. I understand the terror of waking up in exile and, today, I realize that God as Sovereign means I am never in exile from the people I love, from God and from my authentic self. While some people may exile me/us from certain places, they can’t take away our connection with God and our people unless we allow it. I see where I have, over the years, given too much power to the people who exile me, made them the deciders of my inner well-being even though I knew/know better. Today’s reading reminds me that knowing one’s place and living it is what God desires and demands. There is no exile when I/we are doing this. To those who want to exert their ‘power’, God Bless, I throw off the yoke of your exile and your inability to have a conversation to connect and make plans with another(s) to move forward. Needing a ‘whipping boy’ is a sign of weakness, being the ‘whipping boy’ and complaining is a sign of exile from God. Today, we can throw off the yokes of weakness an exile. God Bless and Stay Safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 194

“Thus says God:”I have returned to Zion and I will dwell in Jerusalem…I will rescue My people from the east and the west and I will bring them home…They shall be My people and I will be their God in truth and in righteousness. These are the things you are to do: speak truth to one another, do justice and wholeness in your gates. Do not plot evil against one another and do not love lying/mendacity for these are the things I hate. …the fasts of the 4, 5,7,& 10th month shall become occasions for joy and gladness…but you must love honesty and integrity.”(Zechariah8:3,7,8,16,19).


Many years ago, my friend, teacher and Rabbi, Rabbi Ed Feinstein, and I were studying together and he began to talk about the ways Christians speak about the “Good News Bible”. I said, “Ed, our Torah is a Good News Torah”. For months, every Friday Night at Shabbat Services I would speak about the Good News Torah-until some congregants/Board Members believed it sounded “too christian”.


Zechariah is delivering such good news to us and to the people in exile in today’s reading. God has returned to Zion and God is going to dwell in Jerusalem!! This is big news for the people who felt abandoned by God, the people who turned their backs on God in previous years and for generations, no matter what the Prophets told them, they were stiff-necked and stubborn in their refusal to live decent and truthful lives. These are the people who felt abandoned, yet now their descendants can rejoice in this Good News! Not only is God returning, God is bringing the people back to their ancestral homes and restoring them to their inheritance. God took us back then and takes us back now in truth and in righteousness. We have to be willing to return this attitude. Writing this opens me up to a truth that Gratitude is righteousness in action. In fact, the only way to repay a kindness is by living in truth and righteousness as I understand the prophet in this 3rd verse above.

We get to be redeemed and we have to pay a price, not the price of enslavement to God, rather the price of truth and righteous behavior to God and to all of God’s creations. We have to tend the earth, care for the climate, care for the animals and plants that are being extinguished by our greed and neglect. Care for the stranger, the poor and the needy through Tzedakah, righteous giving and living the truth of our good fortune, knowing I can’t keep it if I don’t give some of it away. It is God who gave me the wisdom, the strength, the insight to be able to support myself and I must help another to attain this basic human need. 


There, of course, is more to the cost of redemption. We have to change our ways of being! We have to leave our mendacious ways, we have to engage in truth talk each and every day. We have to speak truth to one another, which is the same as being kind to one another; Harriet and I learned from Dr. Stephen Marmer in 1990 at a conference chaired by Elaine Breslow, z”l, that kindness is speaking truth to another human being. How difficult this seems to be for most people today-speak truth without subterfuge, without hiding, without misconstruing another’s actions, without worrying about optics, etc. just speak the unvarnished truth. How refreshing a world we would live in. AND then, God is charging us to live justly and not render false verdicts nor love false witnesses. Oy, God also wants us to stop plotting revenge against one another, stop plotting how to use the vulnerabilities of another person against them, stop plotting how to use another human being to meet one’s selfish ends!! It is too high a price to pay, some of our elected officials say; I am not God, says some of our Church/Temple/Mosque leadership; Are you serious complains the people on the “right” side of any issue. All of these foolish people who are unwilling to follow God’s words, commands, wishes thinking they will outrun God’s truth.

In recovery, we are so grateful to be redeemed that truth, kindness, justice are reliefs and gifts that we get to use. We have loved lying, plotted to and done much evil against our fellow humans and our relationship with God and all other human beings has to be rooted in truth and righteousness. In recovery, we get to rejoice in our return, we get to be grateful for our redemption and we get to spread the GOOD NEWS of recovery to everyone we meet. How Blessed are we?!


We are still in exile today- I know this from the last verse above. For 30+ years, I led services at Beit T’Shuvah on Yom Kippur believing it was a day like a wedding because we are doing T’Shuvah each day/week. I see the prophet validates my belief even when the “leaders” of my congregation, my fellow clergy, and so many others laughed at me and thought me the fool. I realize that while I may be exiled from a community, I am not exiled from God as long as I love truth and integrity.  People today do not rejoice on their fast days, people today do not love truth, integrity, kindness and true justice, they want to continue to plot evil against their fellow human beings for their own gain. I have seen this in my work and I see this in the world. I am grateful for being redeemed and I realize how I abandon God when I feel rejected by people I trust. I realize that my T’Shuvah to God this year is to remember God doesn’t move nor does God ever stop loving me. We get to remember this through our spiritual work during Elul, the month before Yom Kippur, and during our entire year/life. God Bless and Stay safe, Rabbi Mark 

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Daily Prophets

Day 193

“And the word of God came to me saying: “Say to all the people and to the priests; when you fasted and lamented in the fifth and seventh months these past 70 years, did you fast for My benefit? Look this is the message that God proclaimed through the earlier prophets…Thus says the Lord: Judge with true justice, deal with compassion and kindness with one another. Do not defraud the widow, orphan, stranger, poor and do not plot evil against one another. They paid no heed.”(Zechariah7:5,7,9,10,11).


Zechariah is delivering a message that is as relevant now as it was then, is as true now as it was then and we continue to “present our backs and turn a deaf ear”(ibid;11) to God and to each other. 


The question in the first verse above is an important one for all of us to answer. God is telling us to stop playing the “optics” game. While the Rabbis were concerned with “maris ayin”, how things look, they were not implying that we should only care about how things look. God is calling all of us out, when we fast on Tisha B’Av are we fasting for our benefit-to show false piety as we and our ancestors have done in the past? During the years of exile, have we fasted in order to bring about a spiritual awakening within ourselves, acknowledging our responsibility for the destruction of the world and life God had given us? Or, as God is suggesting, do we fast in order to comply with ‘the law’ and to look good to one another? If there is no spiritual awakening on Tisha B’Av, if there is no uncovering of how we are still engaged in harshness, perverted justice and seeking of power for our own sake-the fast is a false fast and worthless in God’s eyes. 


On Yom Kippur, are we fasting so we can reconnect with God, reconnect with our souls and reconnect as a community and dedicate ourselves to work together to live more justly, more compassionately, more kindly, to stop getting together to exert power, subterfuge, and mendacity over others, to stop plotting evil against our fellow humans? This is what the prophet and God are asking us in this first verse and it is a haunting question as we are in the month of Elul to take stock of our year, our lies, our successes and our missing the marks. Are we engaged in an authentic review or are we just concerned with optics. “Never let them see you sweat” is a phrase used to help people deny what is truly going on within them. People will come to Kol Nidre and Yom Kippur and beat their chests and cry, etc. all the while plotting the meal, their next move in their power game and what is wrong with the service and the Rabbi. I shudder at our inability to learn from 2500+ years ago, all of the ‘smart’ people. Truly, we have gotten better at believing our own self-deception and getting others to go along with our mendacity in their desire to be deceived. 


The last verses leaves me in trembling awe. The message of the prophets is simple and in keeping with the message of Torah, which we read year after year: “take care of the widow, the orphan, the poor and the stranger; live in truth, justice, kindness and compassion; stop trying to make yourself better by harming another human being and learn to live together as a community.” Yet, the people of Judah, including the priests, failed to hear and return to God and God’s ways. As I look at the charlatans who proclaim loudly how they know the ways of God and they alone practice them and this gives them the right and power to stop another from voting, having control of their body, etc, I am concerned for our country and our world. Where are these charlatans open hearts and who will rescue us from their power grab? 


Rabbi Heschel teaches that “spiritual deprivation will be but an intensification or an extension of what they themselves had done to their own souls.”(The Prophets pg. 90). Many people ask “where is/was God?” In recovery, we know that God is as close to us as we permit God to be. In recovery, we are grateful for the opportunity to return, to hear the call after being deaf for so long, to turn to face God rather than run from God. In recovery, we seek to find ways to connect and respect the rights and the life of every human being. In recovery we are deeply aware of our need for community, for guidance  and for our ability to engage in self-deception and in truth. In recovery, we live our lives in service of God and God’s will for us. 


I know deafness well, prior to recovery, I had a PhD in deafness and turning my back. I have been blessed with better hearing of God and another in these past 32+ years. My fasts have been to connect with God and with another more and more each year, my outreach to the stranger, the poor and the needy has increased over the years and I have learned more and more about myself as well. God’s blessings are abundant in my life and I have honored them much more than not. I have made errors, sometimes big ones, and I have stood up and been responsible for them. As I reflect on my last Shabbat leading a service at Beit T’Shuvah this week, I am excited for what is next, sad for the way I am leaving and know that serving God with compassion, truth, justice and kindness is what is most important. In this way, I/we serve ourselves and everyone according to God’s way, no more plotting revenge, evil, power, just being decent is the path the prophet is telling us. God Bless and stay safe, Rabbi Mark



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Daily Prophets

Day 192


The word of God came to me:…Take silver and gold and make crowns. Place one on the head of the High Priest Joshua son of Jehozadak, and say to him,”Thus says God, behold a man called the sprout/branch shall sprout up/branch out from the place he is and he shall build the Temple. He shall sit on the throne and there shall also be a priest seated on the throne and they shall have peace between them… if only you will hearken to the voice of Adonai, your God.”(Zechariah 6:9,11,12,13,15).


The beginning of this chapter is a revelation in the manner of Ezekiel, with chariots, horses and other mystical experiences. They became so in tune with God and so identified with God that they imagined/experienced themselves in heaven with God. This was also an experience that the Early Hassidic Masters had, ie Levi Yitzchak of Berditchev. 


In the verses for today, we hear Zechariah tell us what is going to happen to both rebuild the Temple and to rebuild the leadership of Judah/Jerusalem. Joshua will be crowned High Priest and he is being told that someone will be the Branch/Sprout to take over the building of the Temple and sit on the throne of kingship. The prophet here is crowning/anointing the High Priest and then the new King. This new covenant, new earth that he talked about earlier is coming to pass in that there is a new High Priest and a new King-from the appropriate families, probably, just not the choice of the former High Priest nor the former King. Rather the choice is God’s choice, which is an important distinction. God wants a reboot of everything in the return from exile. If we go back to the same people and the same lineage, what will be different seems to be God’s question and God’s response is to change everything up.

The name of the man for the rebuilding is Zemach, which could be his name and/or it could be where he comes from. He is a branch of and he sprouts up from God and from God followers, unlike the previous regime who followed their own negativity and desires, not God’s. I love this description and it makes me realize we are all branches of and sprouts up from God and most of us forget this basic fact. This reminds me of the introduction to Path of the Just by Rabbi Moses Luzzato, to paraphrase, because we accept our being created by God as a basic fact, we become oblivious to the meaning of this fact and the carrying out of the obligations this basic fact puts on us. Being a branch of God means we have to/get to act Godly, as Rabbi Harold Shulweis, z”l, teaches us. We have to/get to exercise our higher nature, our natural tendency to assist another human being, to care for the stranger, the needy and the poor. This way of being then sprouts up and causes us to be our own unique branch of God in all of our affairs. We no longer can say “we didn’t know”, rather we will say:”oops, I made a mistake”. We will no longer take advantage of the vulnerabilities of another, rather we will help them live well. We will no longer engage in mendacity because truth will sprout up from us and branch out to everyone we encounter everywhere we are. 


This branch is the only person who can build an edifice that God would dwell in. Since God dwells among us, as we learned in Exodus, and since we are branches and sprouts of God, only when we are tuned into and in harmony with another(s) can we build a sanctuary for ourselves so God is recognized as being among us. I am understanding the harmony between people is dependent on all of us hearing God’s voice. The political and the spiritual are not at odds with each other. Both know their lanes and both are serving God in their own ways. When we acknowledge that we do not know everything and another human beings wisdom sprouts up, we have to acknowledge they could know better in this area than I. It is this hearing of each other that leads to hearing God’s voice and it is the hearing of God voice that leads to hearing each other! We have to power to change our way of being, we have to power to be the branches and the sprouts of God’s love, compassion, justice, kindness and truth- will we use our power for God’s ends or our own selfish ones? 


In recovery, we know that we are branches of God and we know that we have a spirit that is true and a guide for us. We are constantly searching our inner lives to clean out the schmutz/crap that keeps us from hearing God’s voice within us and what we have to do to nurture our particular branch of Godliness so it can sprout up from us. In recovery, we are acutely aware that our spirituality is not relegated to meetings or religious experiences, rather, our spirituality is to be lived ‘in all of our affairs’ in all of our days.

I am struck with a teaching: there are three crowns, the crown of royalty, priesthood and wealth, yet the crown of a good name exceeds them all. I am embarrassed at all the times I didn’t live the truth of being a branch of God and acting Godly. I am sorry to the people who I pushed away rather than brought near. I am also grateful to everyone who has understood me and for everyone who has helped me sprout my wings to be a better branch of God. I know that my hearing of God keeps improving and my harmony with the people I share life with keeps getting better. I am so grateful for and to Harriet and Heather and Miles as well as my extended family for helping this off-tune person get more tuned in each day. Stay safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark


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Day 191

“I lifted my eyes and saw a flying scroll. That, the angel explained, is the curse that goes out over the entire land, for everyone who has stolen…and gone unpunished and everyone who has sworn falsely and gone unpunished. Then the angel who spoke to me…said lift up your eyes and see what is approaching…That is evil and, thrusting it down in the tub, he pressed the leaden weight into its mouth.(Zechariah 5:1,3,5,8).


Zechariah is having another encounter with an angel and hearing messages that he wants us all to hear.  In this chapter, he uses the same words to describe how he sees what he sees as God spoke to Abraham: “lift up your eyes and see” in the command form. I am continually surprised by this command because it makes so much sense and most of us continue to follow it. We are either looking around us, looking down, seeing things with the same eyes and same lens as we have seen them before, etc. The angel her and God to Abraham are calling on us to see the world as God sees the world, see the world as the angels see the world, and see the world as it really is; not just how we want it to be. Take off our blinders and SEE, the angel is telling the prophet and, in turn, telling us.

We have to see the thieves in our midst who have stolen and gone unpunished. How is this possible? These are the thieves who still our time, our trust, who deceive us and convince us that wrong is right and sour is sweet. These are the people who play on our vulnerabilities, engage us in false conspiracy theories, convince us that the false god of their making is really God, etc. These are the thieves who use every loophole to avoid guilt, avoid taxes, avoid caring for the poor, the needy and the stranger, avoid being responsible for the evil they have wrought and constantly blame someone else for their wrongdoing. They are the ones who cheat their labor force and then sue them and tie them up in court so their labor force can’t collect. They are the ones who pay fines and admit no guilt, they are the people who pack courts with judges who follow their ideology, not caring about justice. And, they are the same ones who swear in God’s name that they are the TRUE BELIEVERS! They are the clergy who preach that Jesus loves the lion more than the lamb, that Jesus believes if you are rich and healthy it is because God loves you and if you are poor and/or ill it is because God doesn’t love you. What BS! These are the people to whom the curse is coming, according to the angel of God. These are the people Zechariah are warning us about to stay away from and beware of. 


We also have to see the evil that is in our midst and put a lid on it. This is also difficult to discern as we have experienced. We are in, and have been in at previous times, an assaultive moment. Our senses are being assaulted, truth is being assaulted, justice is being assaulted, our very ability to stay healthy is being assaulted, our individual uniqueness is being assaulted, our freedom to be who we are is being assaulted. Evil is not just being perpetrated by ‘the other side’, it is being perpetrated by many of us. It is wrong to take advantage of another person for your own gain and it is evil to make everyone conform to your way of thinking and being because it is ‘politically correct’ or ‘optics’. It is evil to subjugate Truth to political correctness and/or optics on either side of the spectrum. It is evil for the majority of us to allow this to continue. It is evil to  subvert the laws and the government to serve one person/family as is done in autocratic countries like Hungary. It is evil to promote falsehoods about life saving vaccines, it is evil to promote falsehoods about Israel and Jews, Arab Countries and Muslims, immigrants and dreamers, etc. The prophet is telling us to put a lid on this type of behavior once and for all. As Edmund Burke said: “Evil flourishes when good people do nothing.” Charles Weller, a typing teacher, said: “Now is the time for all good men to come to the aid of their country”. Will we? 


In recovery, we have to constantly lift up eyes and see. We have looked through clouded glasses and lenses for our entire time prior to our recovery. The prophet is giving all of us a lesson that we all need to be in recovery from our willful blindness. In recovery, we continue to take inventory (do T’Shuvah) daily and are responsible for our misdeeds and our good deeds. In recovery, we are constantly putting a lid on our ability to do evil and we are continually searching ways to be of service to another(s), to put back into the world what we stole from it and to keep our word to friend and foe alike. 


I have to constantly lift up my eyes and see as well. I have been guilty of not doing this and each time, I hurt myself, Harriet, Heather, and many people around me. I have been angry at myself for not seeing the evil around me, for thinking that the evil around me are actually friends because they swore falsely to me. I also realize that I have done the same and each time, I must make my amends. I realize that the evil I don’t see is much more subtle and the false oaths are much more cunning. I also know that I am not going to break because of them, I will survive and see more because of these experiences and I will continue to put a lid on my own evil inclinations and help others do the same with theirs. I am continuing to come to the aid of my fellow human beings, to do something when I see evil even when it could hurt me, as it has in the past. God Bless and Stay Safe, Rabbi Mark

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Day 190

“The angel who talked with me came back and woke me as a man awakened from a deep sleep. Then he explained to me as follows:”This is the word of God to Zerubbabel: Not by might, nor by power, but by My spirit-said God.”(Zechariah4:1,6,).


Zechariah’s description of his encounter with the angel is a description that happens to many of us, more often than we think. It is the same experience that causes scientists to exclaim ‘eureka’! It is the experience many of us have after we solve a challenge that we worried over and kept trying to solve and couldn’t for awhile. It is the experience that causes us to say “it was right in front of us all the time”, “how could I have missed it when it was under my nose”, etc. The prophet is also reminding us that the angel we need is always around us, yet we are too asleep to notice the angel and/or too self-reliant to ask for assistance, and/or too afraid to ask for help. When we allow ourselves to be woken by the angels around us, we are opening ourselves up to finding solutions rather than winning. When we acknowledge how asleep we have been, we are open to ask for and receive forgiveness for our willful blindness. The prophet is giving us a message from God as well as from his experiences: Wake Up, Lift up your eyes and see, Circumsize the foreskin of your heart, etc. When we listen to another with open heartedness and open mindedness, we are awake. We are awake when we hear the call of our soul and God to do the next right thing. We are awake when we stop taking advantage of another’s vulnerabilities, just because we can. We are awake when we see the Image of God in our fellow humans. 


This awakening leads to the second verse above. In a world that worships power, prestige, money, buildings, etc, Zechariah comes to remind us that all the power and strength will not redeem us, will not make us worthy of being redeemed nor will it bring us closer to our authentic selves. Here is God, the All-Powerful, the Almighty, reminding us that it is by God’s spirit that we will succeed, survive, thrive. I can only imagine the response of the people of Judah, they have been captured and exiled by a human power that was greater than they and now they are hearing that what will save them in the future is God’s spirit and connection. These words are so antithetical to our way of being then and up to this day. Power is the only thing that matters to most of us. People use it for their own good and to strengthen themselves rather than using God’s spirit to wield their power for the common good and the highest good-care for one another. Debby Friedman, z”l, wrote a song-“Not by might, not by power, but by spirit alone will we all live in peace.” These words, from Zechariah, were true in his time and so very very true in ours. I ask the leaders of our country, our state, our city, our Jewish Community if they are following the prophet’s words/God’s words or are they once again using God as a battering ram to win and/or a shield to justify? Zechariah is clear that neither position is cool with God.

Rabbi Heschel teaches regarding this last verse: “those who have a sense of beauty know that a stone sculptured by an artist’s poetic hands has an air of loveliness… The prophet’s ear, however is attuned to a cry imperceptible to others. What is the highest good? Three things ancient society cherished above all else: wisdom, wealth and might. To the prophets, such infatuation was ludicrous and idolatrous.(The Prophets pg. 7-8).  He goes on to say:”The prophets were the first men in history to regard a nation’s reliance upon force as evil. God’s special concern is not for the mighty and successful, but for the lowly and the downtrodden, for the stranger and the poor…the heart of God goes out to the humble, to the vanquished, to those not cared for.”(ibid pg.166-67). Rabbi Heschel once again shakes me to my core. I love beauty and I have to be on guard not to worship it; how many divorces happen because one member of the couple see someone else more “beautiful” in physical and/or spiritual ways than their partner? How often do we worship buildings and powerful people? Celebrity is not gained because of achievements in making the world better, it is gained through likes and views and making the world worse! “Why can’t we all just get along”, Rodney King’s words are constantly hanging in the air and should be ringing in our ears as I am hearing Rabbi Heschel today. We are idolators, those of us who forsake God to worship mendacious politicians to be able to have a seat at the ‘big people’s table’. I am embarrassed at how many of my colleagues in the Clergy have sold their souls to have power, who practice Avodah Zarah, idolatry to keep their jobs! 


In recovery, we know that we live each day because of God’s grace and God’s spirit in us. We are sober one day at a time, depending on our spiritual condition, as it says in the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous. In recovery, we are constantly keeping our hunger for power in check so we can connect with God’s Spirit and make the world and our living one grain of sand better each day. 


I worshiped power and went into alcoholism and criminality because of my idolatry. I have sat with powerful people in my recovery and I see the times I gave in to my need to exercise power for my sake and when I exercised power for the sake of God. I am painfully aware of my errors when I cherished wealth and might over spirit and care. I am also aware of my sending up for the downtrodden, the humble, the vanquished, etc. I am alive and well because of God’s spirit after my exile and my return is grounded in spirit and love. Stay safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 189

“The angel of God said to the Accuser; “God rebukes you, Accuser/Satan; and the rebuke is in God choosing Jerusalem (again), it is a brand plucked from the fire. He said to him (Joshua), See! I have removed guilt from you…Thus said the Lord of Hosts if you walk in My paths and guard My paths and also be just in My house…I will allow you to be the High Priest. I will remove that country’s guilt in a single day. In that day, declares God, you will be inviting one another to the shade of vines and fig trees.”(Zechariah 3:2,4,6,9,10)


Zechariah is reminding us of God’s love and God’s eternal forgiveness. In the first verse above, God is rebuking Satan/Accuser for his readiness to deceive the court with facts that are spun in a certain manner to tell only part of the story. For the Accuser/Satan, winning is all that matters and whatever is necessary to win is what Satan is willing to do. Satan/accuser has always been at the ready to condemn the Jews, the poor, the downtrodden, the needy so she/he can have the power to rule and control. Where is the Satan/accuser in us? Are we allowing that part of us to rule our actions and our ways of being? Are we seeking power for power’s sake and twisting the facts and the truth into lies in order to accuse another person and gain both their power and power over them?


“A brand plucked from the fire” describes both Joshua the High and the People Israel. Brand here means: a charred piece of wood/a remnant of the fire. Joshua and a remnant of the Jews were saved from death through exile, the city was set on fire/destroyed as was all of Judah. He and his fellow Jews in exile were saved, they know the power of fire and they know the power of God’s saving Grace. We all can trace our history to being this “brand”, all of us in this country are immigrants, children of immigrants, descendants of immigrants, so all of us were “plucked from the fire” of persecution, poverty, injustice, mendacity, etc and saved by the love of our ancestors and the love of God. God is rebuking the Accusers, the Satans, who want to finish the job, who want to follow through on the eradicating of the Jews, Muslims, poor, needy, immigrants, anyone who isn’t ‘them’. Yet, we are all still engaging in being the Accuser in order to make ourselves feel right, vindicated and powerful. How very, very sad. 


God speaks to Joshua and lets him know that his guilt does not last forever! God’s mercy and kindness, love and attachment overpower God’s anger and hurt. God doesn’t need our continuous guilt, God wants our continuous connection. We have to accept God’s forgiveness, the forgiveness of another(s) and then forgive ourselves. We do this through walking in God’s path, keeping God’s ways and living a life based on truth, justice, compassion, kindness and love. Joshua is promised to be restored to his position as High Priest as long as he lives these principles and not just talks about them. The ritual aspects of the job don’t seem as important to God as the actual living the ways the rituals are supposed to help us to do. This is such an important concept in today’s ‘political correct/incorrect’ world. We have charlatans of faith denying the need for health care, care for the poor and the needy and we have charlatans of progressive denying their own racism and hatred towards anyone who isn’t them! We are in a state where Satan/Accuser is ruling and giving power to either polarity. Zechariah’s words come to us in the ‘nick of time’ I hope. 


I call upon all of us to walk in God’s ways, follow God’s path and do God’s justice in our daily lives. I call on all of us to rebuke the Satan/Accuser in us and around us. My grandfather, z”l, never said a bad word about another human being and would not let us shit talk or trash someone else’s name. He said, we are not walking in their shoes, we don’t know what happened to them and they have the power to trash or build up their/our own name-it is not our right to do this to them. I think of these words and marvel at God’s vision and the vision of the prophet:”I will remove the country’s guilt in one day.” We are clean in the day we stop being Satan/Accuser. We are clean in the day we invite one another to sit together and give each other shade, rest and food. We are clean in the day we see our similarities and allow our differences to lift each other up and help one another. 


In recovery, we are learning to love ourselves, to stop beating ourselves us mentally and physically as well as spiritually. We are so aware that we are also a “brand plucked from the fire” and we have the internal and some of us the external scars to remind us. In recovery, we look for and see the similarities and the worth of every human being and we no longer stand as the Satan/Accuser towards ourselves and another(s). 


I think of my grandfather’s words and I am guilty of not following them. As I age, I get better and I think of how I trashed his name, my father’s name and my family name prior to my recovery. There is an interesting difference between Satan and the Prophet, I realize. The prophet accuses in order for us to recognize our errors and return, Satan accuses in order to win and subjugate/kill their adversary. I have been like a prophet much more than Satan in my recovery and for the times I have been Satan, I have done and continue to do T’Shuvah. I pray we all hear the prophet in us and around us and cease to be Satan in our own lives and in the lives of another(s). Stay safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 188

“Jerusalem will be full of people and cattle and I, says God, I will be a wall of fire around it and My Glory will be in it. Shout for joy, fair Zion, for I come and dwell in your midst, declares God. In that day, many nations will attach themselves to God and become God’s people and I will dwell in your midst. Judah will be God’s inheritance, God’s portion in the Hoy Land and God will choose Jerusalem again.”(Zechariah 2:8,9,14-16).


This chapter begins with a vision that is similar to Ezekiel’s in that the prophet sees angels and horns, etc. The message, however is different because Zechariah is bringing good news to the people. They are about to be redeemed and sent back to Jerusalem and the prophet is giving them courage and strength to believe they have been forgiven, redeemed and can rebuild without fear. 


We, in modernity, forget the power of prophecy and the comfort of God’s words and actions. We, in modernity, also forget that we have an obligation to follow through on truly living in God’s ways, not just giving lip service to it. We still follow the example of ancient Israel in performing rituals correctly and still taking advantage of the poor, needy and the stranger. We still believe that our cunning will save us and God will not notice. We have rebuilt without fear, foolishly believing we have been redeemed while not noticing the ways that we are destroying those we consider inferior as well as ourselves. Zechariah is reminding us that God’s glory and protection is here as long as we follow God’s ways, and act in God’s Name. Instead of using God’s glory and God’s fire as protection, guidance and joy; we use it for entitlement, power and glory. We are, like ancient Israel, using God’s power to destroy ourselves while engaging in the self-deception of enriching ourselves. 


“Shout for joy” is the call of the prophet because God is dwelling in our midst. While that is true in Jerusalem, what many of us forget is that God dwells with us in exile as well. God dwelling in our midst is not just a sign of forgiveness and redemption, it is a reminder and call to action. It is a safeguard against our false egos and baser nature to take advantage of the people we are to care for. It is a constant advocacy for the poor and the stranger. It is a call to our better natures to care for the earth, the animals and people in it and care for God. Zechariah is building up our spirits and I am seeing him call to us to live in a way that is compatible with being a partner of God. The angel delivering this message to the prophet is eager to confront Zechariah with this good news and to imply the covenant that is attached to this good news. 

An important message is contained in the last two verses above. Jerusalem and Judah are to be restored to their places of honor and inheritance, beauty and strength, gathering place and light to the nations. Since these verses are in the ‘future’ tense, they have begun and are not yet completed. We have to finish the work that God has begun and our ancestors began. We get to be the welcoming place for God, we get to hang out with God and be the example of God’s love and direction that will bring other people to join with us. We get to act in and live in God’s world and continue to do the next right thing, do our daily inventory, worship God with our actions, not just our words. Then, “on that day” the nations of the world led by the righteous visionary people of same will come to “attach themselves to God”. Then, we will live in harmony and there will be a joining of spirits of humans and God. This is the upbeat message of Zechariah, we have yet to follow his lead!


Rabbi Heschel teaches “Prophecy always moves in a polarity, yet the tension yes and no, of anger and love, of doom and redemption, is often dissolved in the certainty of God’s eternal attachment,”(The Prophets pg.95). This teaching is so important to remember, God is always attached to us. God is always with us. Our experience of loneliness and isolation is one that is of our making. We are like Cain in interpreting our errors as God’s rejection. God doesn’t reject us, God is with us, we reject God because of our shame at not living up to God’s call and feeling unworthy of God’s attachment to us. Rabbi Heschel is teaching us that the extremes we feel can be and, I add, must be mitigated by God’s “eternal attachment”. We get to hang out with God all the time, if we choose. As the Kotzker Rebbe said:”Where do you find God? Wherever/whenever you let God in.” We can let God in, are we willing to? 


In recovery, we continually seek to let God in, continually seek to better understand God’s call to us and fulfill it. In fact, this is the major joy of recovery, getting to live life in ways that answer God’s call to us, getting to fulfill God’s path for us, getting to experience the worthiness of being human. In recovery, we have attached ourselves to God and experience the redemption, the love, the joy, the connection and the community we sought for so long. 


I have been redeemed and I have some work to do to live completely attached to God. I am blessed by God’s love and only God’s companionship, attachment to me brought me out of the Egypt I was in 32+ years ago. I never have to ask “where is God” I only can ask “where is Mark”. I joined and helped to create a community of God-Attachers 32+ years ago and we all rejoice and shout for joy in our connection to God and to one another. Stay safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 187

“In the eighth month of the second year of Darius, the word of God came to the prophet Zechariah. Thus said God of Hosts, turn to me and I will turn back to you. Do not be like your fathers, when the prophets called to them “Come turn from your evil deeds and evil ways, they did not obey nor give heed to Me. Proclaim! I am very jealous for Jerusalem, for Zion…I graciously return to Jerusalem, my house shall be built in her. God will again comfort Zion and choose Jerusalem again.” (Zechariah 1:1,3,4,14,16,17).


Zechariah is preaching to the people who are getting ready to return to Jerusalem and to Judah. Cyrus has already allowed for the captives to return and, it seems, not everyone left all at once. We do know that some of the people stayed in Babylon as the Babylonian Talmud was developed there. I am not sure whom the prophet is speaking to, yet it seems as if he has to support and encourage the people to return. 


The first verse above reminds the people that God is still calling for the people’s return. Today is the first day of Elul and it seems appropriate to be speaking about return/tshuvah. Just as God and the prophets called for the people to ‘turn from their evil deeds and ways” in real time, the prophet is calling for the people to do the same while in exile. This seems to indicate that some of the people had not learned the lessons of the exile, they were not accepting responsibility for their actions that caused the exile and believed they were ‘above the law’ even God’s law!


As we are entering this month of Elul, the month of inventory, tshuvah/amends, and reconnection with those we have harmed and those who come to us to repair the damages they are responsible for, we have to remember that God is still calling to us:”RETURN!!” God still is asking us some 2500+ years later to turn away from our evil deeds and evil ways. God is still hoping and praying that, unlike our ancestors, we will heed God’s call and turn back to God and God’s ways.

We are living in similar times as Jerusalem of old, when the leaders and followers believed they were God’s messengers and they could bend God’s laws, God’s words, God’s plan to their own liking. They believe their evil ways are actually good ways because they alone can fix everything. Reading the prophets words above I wonder what stops all of us from hearing and obeying the words of God and the prophets to RETURN!? We have this month of Elul to reconnect with our authenticity and our actions, positive and negative. We have this month to hear God’s call to return and to obey. We have the power within us to withstand our inner horror at our errors and to take appropriate pride in our good deeds. Let us begin this work now!


The final verse above is the catalyst for this work, I believe. God will always comfort Jerusalem and us when we return. Rabbi Heschel, in his interview with Carl Stern says: The biggest message of the Bible, of the prophets of Israel is that God takes man seriously…God should have been disgusted. He said, “No I will keep the human species alive. I’m waiting…But He’s still waiting, waiting, waiting for a mankind that will live by justice and compassion. He’s in search of man.” The prophet’s time and words prove Rabbi Heschel’s words. God has been waiting forever to comfort us and to comfort Jerusalem. God is waiting for us to stop our senseless hatred, our evil drive for power, our evil deeds towards God’s creations. God is waiting for us to turn back to living a life of justice and compassion, truth and kindness, caring and love. We do this by participating in our own inventories, engaging in the work of Elul and doing our T’Shuvah/amend. 


In recovery, we have turned from our evil deeds and evil ways. We still make mistakes, they are not with evil intent anymore, they are no longer done with a lack of caring and thought. They are “missing the marks” rather than ‘how can I get mine’. In recovery, we turn our life and our will over to the God and become more of an instrument for God, for goodness, for recovery than an instrument for our selfish needs. In recovery, the interests of another(s) become our concerns as Rabbi Heschel teaches. We continue to do our daily inventory, each day is a day of turning away from our negative patterns/actions and turning to the positive patters/ways we are attaching ourselves to. In recovery, we are more connected to God, hear God and follow God more and more each day. 


I have heard God’s call to return and I followed it, after hanging up on God many times. I am aware that God’s call to us is also God’s way of showing us love and acceptance. Heeding and obeying the words of the prophet above is my way of reciprocating God’s love for me back to God. Doing my inventory, which has come out in these writings and in other reflections, making amends/T’Shuvah, resewing the fabric of relationships that want to be resown are the ways I leave my evil deeds and evil ways. I left evil ways a long time ago, I still commit evil deeds, 95% of the time unwittingly. I am using this month to return to God, to return to the people who love me and to return to my rightful place. I pray you take advantage of this spiritual vortex in time to do the same. God Bless and Stay safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 186

“Yet to such a one I look, to the poor and brokenhearted who is concerned about my word. Hear the word of God, you who are concerned about His word! Rejoice with Jerusalem and be glad for her, all you who love her! Join in her jubilation all you who mourned over her. As a mother comforts her child, so I will comfort you; you will find comfort in Jerusalem.”(Isaiah 66:2,5,10,13).


The first verse above is another lesson for all of us, I believe. The prophet is telling us to stop trying to have it all together, stop being impervious to God, to emotion, to truth, to kindness, to love, etc. The poor and the brokenhearted are the ones to whom God looks, not the rich, famous, scholarly, erudite, politically correct, etc. Many of the people who are being vilified in our world now are the poor and brokenhearted. Viktor Orban is being hailed by Tucker Carlson, and by extension Fox News, as a paragon of virtue yet when Harriet and I visited Hungary a few years ago the Jews told me they were as worried about the anti-semitism as during WWII! 


We hate the poor and the brokenhearted because we see them as weak and they reflect our neediness back to us and we can’t stand it. Yet, Second Isaiah is telling us that only through our broken hearts can God enter, only with a broken heart can we truly hear and be concerned with God and God’s words. We have to end our false beliefs that we have to be “tough and strong, a rugged individualist and warrior”. We have to allow our broken hearts to be open to God, as Leonard Cohen says, the crack is what allows the light to enter. We are not tough and strong, an individual and warrior in our quest for wholeness, we are dependent on God, on community, on teamwork, on cooperation, on truth, kindness, love, compassion, caring and justice to be whole and to live well. Yet, we continue to engage in the major disease of self-deception and make things worse. We are the people, the ones who are engaging in self-deception and mendacity that will suffer the fate of those who didn’t/wouldn’t return to God. 


God calls us to rejoice with Jerusalem as God is restoring her to her new glory. The ‘us’ here is those who love her and mourned for her. I am fascinated by these qualifiers. What does it mean to love and mourn for Jerusalem? I hear the voices of Isaiah, Jeremiah, all the other prophets who called to Israel and Judah and Jerusalem to return and love God and love the city. I believe loving Jerusalem is to love the whole story, to love the search for wholeness and togetherness. It is to mourn the fact that it took the destruction of the city and the Temple to begin to get our attention. As I see the world today and see the polarization, I realize we are in a similar situation, the extremes are pulling at the fabric of compromise and incremental change that makes for a democracy. The extremes are either bastardizing God’s words, God’s path and God’s will or denying that God plays any role in our daily living. For those of us who live in the grey, the center-right to center-left, we are homeless and brokenhearted. Maybe this is why we can listen to each other and hear each other so much better, our hearts are open to hear God’s voice in another(s) and know that we are not God.


Rabbi Heschel teaches “It is God’s involvement in the suffering of man that explains this particular concern for the downtrodden and contrite. To extricate the people from despondency, to attach meaning to their past and present misery, was that the task that the prophet and God had in common…deliverance from captivity and the restoration of Zion and Jerusalem.” The last verse above exemplifies this thought, this task. We will be comforted by God when we allow God’s love and comfort to penetrate our obstinacy. We have to be willing to leave our low-grade misery and our love of suffering, we have to leave our self-deception that we are not suffering and/or miserable and see that our need for power, prestige, money, etc are all ways to hide from our broken hearts and our misery. Joining with God and allowing God to extricate us from all this is our challenge and our reward!

In recovery, we are brokenhearted and we are grateful for this state of being. We know that when we were a closed system, life was not so good and staying brokenhearted allows us to hear, experience and follow God’s path and ways. Turning our lives and will over to the care of God has enhanced our joy, extricated us from our misery and suffering and given us a newfound will to live. We have learned to rejoice in the success of another(s) rather than being jealous and/or resentful. We have learned to hear the voice of God in one another and not be judgmental. In recovery, we are comforted by God and by another(s) each day. 


I have had my heart broken many times by people. Each time, after my initial howling from the pain, I seek the light of God that comes in through my brokenness. I do not believe I am ‘broken’ and I know that I have to keep the brokenheartedness that God has given me to remain so I remain open to healing, to learning and to coming together with people again. My broken heart causes me to comfort another and be comforted, I get to do T’Shuvah and forgive another(s) because of my broken heart. Thank you God for showing me my path through my broken heart and thank you who have broken my heart for opening me up to new experiences with God. God Bless and stay safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

    Day 185


“​So that he who blesses himself in the land shall bless himself by the God of faith; and he who swears in the land shall swear by the God of faith; because the former troubles are forgotten, and because they are hidden from my eyes. But be glad and rejoice forever in that which I create; for, behold, I create Jerusalem a rejoicing, and her people a joy. The wolf and the lamb shall feed together“.(Isaiah 65:16,18,25). 


In the first verse above, the prophet is calling to the people to remember that the land is God’s creation and gift. The blessings and oaths that people make to care for the land, to work the land and to live by and in the land are really blessings make to God who keeps faith with the people and with our ancestors. Faith, as Rabbi Heschel teaches in God in Search of Man, is loyalty to an event/experience and loyalty to our response. Rabbi Heschel reminds us that faith is also faithfulness. God has, does and will stay loyal to us and to God’s covenant no matter what we do. Yet, the exiles have taught us that this loyalty and love is not a ‘get out of jail free’ card. It comes with obligations and actions we get to fulfill. When we do not, exile results. This beginning of this verse reminds us of God being everything, the land, the wind, the spirit. Everything is God’s creation and has God as it’s foundation, including humanity; we have to keep remembering and honoring this fact. 


The second half of the first verse is the blessing we receive constantly, God forgets our earlier iniquities and our earlier strifes. When we call out to God in remorse and responsibility, God accepts our T’Shuvah and we are able to reconnect to God. I realize that it is not God who hides, rather it is us who hide, turn away, disconnect from God. I know our tradition says God hides, yet I see this in the same vein as Cain who decided that God didn’t accept his offering; how would we know God doesn’t accept the offering and God hides when God is incorporeal? We use these descriptors to cover up our hiding and our responsibility for our troubles. God, as the prophet is teaching us, forgives and forgets once we turn back to God. This is unconditional love as I understand it; always being open to our return and forgiving easily and completely. 


Second Isaiah reminds us that God’s creations are creations that are joyful and here for our rejoicing. Joy is not the same as happiness to me, it is a state of being where even the ‘bad’ things that happen are taken in with an eye to ‘what can I learn from this’, ‘what question is this experience the answer to’. Living in the state of joy doesn’t mean there is no sadness, no hurt, it means that I will not stay there and I will go through it. Getting stuck in any of these experiences leads us to depression, anxiety, bitterness and low-grade misery. God creates in us the power to live in joy and deal with all our emotions by going through them, knowing that they will pass. Joy is the state of being connected to God and to humanity, to community and to family. Joy is the way of life that God is giving to us in this chapter, will we take it and live in it? 


The promise of the last verse is the promise that one day we will all be able to live together. We can bring about the days of the messianic era by learning to accept each other and, while we have disagreements, find ways to work together towards common goals. In today’s polarized society, it is impossible for this promise to be fulfilled. While many ‘people of faith’ wonder where is God in this strife, I wonder when will we put down our swords and see the humanity and the God-Image in one another? We don’t have to have the same ideas and the same religions nor the same political bent, we do have to recognize the humanity of one another for this last promise to be fulfilled. God is waiting for us, as Rabbi Heschel says in his interview with Carl Stern 10 days before his death. Are we willing to meet each other face to face, God-Image to God-Image to make this happen? I pray we find the spirit of God within us to do it sooner so we don’t have to go into exile again!


In recovery, we experience the reconnection to God and to one another so powerfully. We know the opposite of exile is connection. We also know that this reconnection begins by reconnecting to the power greater than ourselves that is both in the universe and in us. We rejoice in our recovery and we are living in joy each and every day of our recovery while going through difficult, ‘shitty’, sad, etc times. The joy is we are not hiding, we are not blaming, we are responsible for our part of each experience, good and not so good. In recovery, we seek and move closer to the last words above and see one another as travelers on the same journey; “trudging the road of happy destiny”


My own experiences are proof of the prophet’s words. I have been forgiven by God and many people along this journey of life. I have learned to delight and rejoice in the portion that God gives to me and not need to have everything I want. I know each of us is an Image of God and when I can’t see it and/or another person isn’t living/meeting my Tzelem with their Tzelem, I work hard to have compassion and I don’t always do. I see that I also have not sought out ways to eat with the wolf all the time. I also know that living in the state of Joy has allowed me to not get stuck in the sadness and the exile that I have experienced, especially as of late. I am keeping faith with God and returning to God’s ways with my imperfections and being responsible for my part in my exile. Stay safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

    Day 184

“But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteous actions are as filthy rags; and we all fade as a leaf; and our iniquities, like the wind, have taken us away. ​But now, O Lord, you are our father; we are the clay, and you our potter; and we are all the work of your hand. Be not so terribly angry, O Lord, nor remember iniquity forever; behold, see, we beseech you, we are all your people.”(Isaiah 64:5,7,8).


 The first verse above is the recognition of our actions and the results from them. We are as an unclean thing is the key here. The prophet is telling God we are not unclean in and of ourselves, we seem as one is an important distinction to me. Just as with our righteous actions are as filthy rags, the prophet is reminding God to not discount the goodness, the righteousness that we have done because of the iniquities that “have taken us away”. Second Isaiah is teaching us an important lesson and reminding God that we are not just our iniquities. We are more than our worst missing the marks. We have done good things and we have kept faith. 


This lesson is one which we all are guilty of. As is said; one Oh Shit wipes out 100 ‘atta persons’. We are seeing another(s) for their errors and imperfections in order to feel good about ourselves. This happens in politics, in business, and in our personal affairs, we are constantly looking for the ‘chinks in the armor’ so we don’t have to feel bad about our own imperfections. This is either/or thinking and behaving. Second Isaiah is calling to God and, I believe, all of us, to stop seeing human beings as one-dimensional. We are both/and; doing right and missing the mark! One does not wipe out the other, yet we live as if it does. We make idols of people and then search for their errors so we can bring them down. We do the same things with ourselves. People are constantly in fear of ‘being found out’ because we are stuck on the idea of perfection. We are not perfect, nor will we ever be, yet we continue to put up the facade of perfection or we continue to beat ourselves up for not being perfect and we fall into depression, anxiety, addiction, etc. 


The prophet is reminding God that we are God’s creations and we cannot be wholly to blame for being imperfect. God made us, God is parent and God is the potter who molds and shapes us. God made us imperfect and, while our job is to improve ourselves and the world one grain of sand more each day, we should not be lost forever because of our imperfections. Yes, we have missed the mark greatly through our actions of idolatry, cruelty, being power hungry and we are still Your people, God. We need Your chastisement at times to return, we need Your anger to remind us to clean up our acts, we need You to hide Yourself in order to realize how much we need You, this is all true at times. We also need to know that You are still with us, that You are still calling to us and responding to our searching for You. We need You, God, to accept our amends/T’Shuvah and take us back. The prophet is reminding both God and all of us that we are God’s people, we have rebelled and revolted against God and we are still in need of God and we are in ready to accept God’s love and God’s path. 


Rabbi Heschel teaches “Yet, Second Isaiah does not passively accept Zion’s lot. Far from being silent he challenges the Lord putting the Lord in remembrance. The prophet voices his bewilderment at the silence of the Almighty.”(The Prophets pg. 185-186). I am hearing Rabbi Heschel’s words in relation to his actions. Rabbi Heschel spent his life calling us to return to God. He was an activist who worked so hard for all of us to ‘be human’. He taught us by the way he lived to seek peace and end strife, to stop seeing with prejudiced eyes, to acknowledge our similarities rather than promote our differences. He is constantly reminding us to seek God, to live a life that is compatible with our being partners with God. Rabbi Heschel also challenged God and through his challenges brought many of us lonely people back home to God and God embraces us with love and kindness, truth and compassion. We have to continue Rabbi Heschel’s work, we the inheritors of his words and ways, we who have returned to God to whom God has returned to get to continue his path and his work. I pray we are willing and worthy of this. 


In recovery, we leave either/or thinking and see the totality of living. We recognize we are imperfect and we continue to improve. As the 12th step says: “we continue to practice these principles in all our affairs”. Addiction/behaviors were the symptoms of our problems, the problem was our separation from God and from living decently. In recovery, we recover our integrity, our decency and a ‘new pair of glasses’. 


I am guilty of missing the mark by allowing one ‘oh shit’ to wipe out connections. I have been the one whom other people have done the same thing to. I am so sorry for the times I have done this and have made amends to most of the people I did this to and I see how I still do this at times. Like the prophet teaches me and as Rabbi Heschel teaches me, I have to continue to see the whole person and I have to see myself as a whole person. My commitment is to continue to be in Radical Amazement and not get stuck in old notions and ideas. I also commit to see everyone in both/and thinking and leave the either/or. I will not be naive and I will not be distrustful, I will see each person and situation for what it is, rather than what I want it to be. God Bless and stay safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

    Day 183

“In all their affliction God was afflicted…in God’s love and in God’s pity God redeemed them; and God bore them, and carried them all the days of old. Where is Your zeal and Your mighty acts? Your compassion and Your mercy toward me are withheld from me. Lord, why have you made us stray from your ways, and hardened our heart from your fear? Return for your servants’ sake, the tribes of your inheritance.“(Isaiah 63:9,15,17)


Second Isaiah is recounting for God the history of the people. In the first verse above, he is reminding both God and us that when we are afflicted, so is God. The prophet is reminding us and God that we are inextricably linked together. We are so entwined with God that our suffering becomes God’s suffering. God is engaged with humanity at times of sorrow and joy, at that time and in all times. God’s love, pity, compassion, connection, and covenant override the sadness and anger that God experiences, according to the prophets, and God’s redemption is always near. Second Isaiah seems to be reminding the people not to lose courage, strength, heart and willingness to be redeemed by reminding them of days of old. Many of us forget that God is afflicted by the pain and suffering experienced by human beings and we inflict the same onto ourselves and another(s). These words cause me to reflect on the suffering I have caused and I am bowed by my actions. I and we have to commit to end our afflicting another(s) because of our own pain and/or our need to be powerful. 


In the second verse above, Second Isaiah is calling God out. I love his fearlessness and his belief that God is still in tzimtzum, hiding. While he knows the end of exile is near, he is getting inpatient it seems. He is calling for God to end God’s withholding of zeal, mighty acts, compassion and mercy. I understand this to be the prophet’s call to God that enough is enough. God’s silence and inaction are bewildering to the prophet, it seems. I am fascinated by this verse because the prophet has been in contact with God, hence prophecy, and knows that God is going to redeem the people, yet it isn’t happening in the prophet’s time. I think about the words found on a cellar wall in Cologne, Germany after the Shoah, “I believe in God even when God is silent”. Second Isaiah is taking God’s inaction as silence and I am not sure he is correct. God’s time is different than our time and, I believe, God is waiting for a critical mass to return to God for redemption to take place. Yet, the prophet’s plea here is one that many have thought/spoken. “Where are You, God” is a familiar refrain in times of distress and despair for many of us. I have asked this question many times in my life also. The response always seems to be “where are you, Mark” and that is when I find God and me and we are together again. 


Rabbi Heschel’s teachings on the last verse blow me away. He teaches:”The opposite of Freedom is not determinism, but hardness of heart. Freedom presupposes openness of heart, of mind, of eye, and ear…Freedom is not a natural disposition, but God’s precious gift to man…While not denying that the people sin of their own free will, there is a subtle awareness of God’s being involved in man’s going astray…” Rabbi Heschel’s words cause me to tremble with fear and awe. Hardness of heart is what the prophet is accusing God of in a way by not redeeming the people already, he is pleading with God to open God’s heart to the people and welcome us back. Rabbi Heschel is also pointing out that God gave us the free will to be callous, to go astray, to forget the gift. To paraphrase Einstein, the Intuitive Mind(I call soul) is a gift and the rational mind a servant, we have forgotten the gift and worship the servant comes to mind for me in reading Rabbi Heschel. We get to use the gift of freedom wisely or throw it away. While the prophet is calling God to redeem us and knows it will take God to return us to our proper places, while he is also reminding God that God plays a part in our exile as well as our return, I think his words are a plea to God that we are ready, we need God’s intervention to regain the gift because we threw it away once and need to be reassured of our worthiness through God’s redemption and then we can honor our inheritance from God. 


In recovery, we are aware of how we hardened our hearts and turned away from God, from another(s), from our own humanity. We are aware of our need for God to redeem us and we realize that what we are recovering is our integrity, our humanity and our freedom. We called out to God in our exile without being responsible for our hardness of heart. In recovery we know that our brokenness is imperative if we are to be open to hear, understand, see and truly take in the gift of freedom that God is giving us in recovery. Each day we seek to stay open, willing, and in truth to deepen the brokenness of our hearts to let more of God in. In this way we can act more Godly in our daily life. 


I know that God gave me the will and the power to be callous and hard hearted. I know that God was with me in those times as well. I know this because God was so near and dear when I called out, when I asked to return and when I asked for wonder and knowledge. The freedom I experience is not continuous and not linear. It is truly based on my spiritual condition each day. My commitment is to remember that God is with me, wants me to be open hearted and helps me grow as I let God’s light propel me to more goodness and less affliction of another(s) and myself. God Bless and stay safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

    Day 182


“For Zion’s sake will I not hold my peace, and for Jerusalem’s sake I will not rest, until her righteousness goes forth like radiance, and her salvation like a burning torch.  And the nations shall see your righteousness, and all kings your glory: You shall no more be termed Forsaken; nor shall your land any more be termed Desolate; for the Lord delights in you, and your land shall be married.”(Isaiah 62:1,2,4).


Second Isaiah is speaking up for Judah and Jerusalem. He is calling to God to restore Jerusalem now, or at least soon. The prophet who usually calls the people to account is now the spokesperson for the people to God. Second Isaiah is very forceful about the return to and of Jerusalem. What is he trying to save and restore? An idea, a way of being that never really was and yet the promise of what could be is uppermost in his mind. Second Isaiah is calling out to God and to the people, I believe, to radiate righteousness and be the safe harbor for everyone’s salvation. 


Radiating righteousness is a beautiful image to me. Isaiah is calling to us to ensure that this happens. We have to build the ‘city of wholeness’ into a shining example of righteousness and then we will achieve salvation and make it possible for another(s) to achieve salvation as well. The people of Jerusalem will not have the market on righteousness and salvation, rather they will be the examples and the spreaders of righteousness and salvation to the world, a “light unto the nations”. I think of Ronald Reagan calling Washington DC the “shining city on a hill” and we see that the light has dimmed somewhat just as Jerusalem’s light dimmed in the time of the prophets AND they kept hope alive, they held humans and God responsible for returning the light, the righteousness and the salvation to both the city, the people and all people. How are we engaged in bringing righteousness and salvation to country, city, home, to Jerusalem? 


 Second Isaiah goes on to tell the people of what will be and what they shall make happen in partnership with God. They are going to create such righteousness and salvation that the entire world will see the light and, hopefully, want to bring this same righteousness and salvation to their people, their land. Kings will see the glory of the city as well as the Glory of God and will finally bend their knees to God. What a beautiful vision, much like Reagan’s vision of Washington DC, and in both cases this prophecy is yet to happen. We are charged, as I read Second Isaiah with making this happen in our time, in every time; yet we delay, we dally, we get stuck in senseless hatred and competition for power and prestige, there is none of this type of behavior in the prophets visions and words. He is telling us that we are not forsaken, Jerusalem is not forsaken any more, Jerusalem is not desolate anymore, God is delighting in us and in our return, our salvation, and is waiting for us to be righteous so the marriage can flourish. This is a marriage between what Jerusalem is meant to be and the work of the people who inhabit it. This is a marriage between God and the people, a marriage to give strength, confidence, and love to the people to carry out God’s call to them/us. 


Yet we dally with our pettiness and pride, envy and enmity, we forget to allow ourselves the opportunity to enjoy God’s love, God’s grace, and allow ourselves to build the righteousness that radiates from us and from Jerusalem. At the risk of sounding blasphemous, Jerusalem is more than a city in the State of Israel, Jerusalem is a spiritual home and a way of being that has to, as the prophet says, “radiate righteousness” throughout the world so that every place becomes ‘a city of wholeness’ a “shining city on the hill”. We have the opportunity to take God’s delight and use it to rebuild our cities, our countries, our homes, our neighborhoods into places of righteousness and salvation. Will we all accept this challenge? 


In recovery, we are so grateful for God’s light, righteousness and salvation that we work each day to honor it and grow the light, righteousness and salvation inside of us. We are also aware, as the prophet teaches, that we have to shine this light of salvation and righteousness to all people. We get to create and build on the creations of safe spaces for people to recover. We get to “carry the message to other alcoholics who suffer” actually to all people who suffer from the spiritual malady of disconnection. In recovery, we know that God delights in us because we have returned, we have rejoined our partnership with God and we are growing along spiritual lines. 


In my years of recovery, I have been blessed with the myriad of opportunities to bring light, salvation and delight to many human beings and their families. I have also blown some of these opportunities as well. I have erred and brought thunder and lighting when I should have brought a candle and I am sorry now for these errors as I was when they happened. I will not dwell in my past errors as I have done T’Shuvah for all that I am aware of. While there have been times when I have tarnished the shine on their amazing place, the honor of “carrying the message” and helping Harriet Rossetto build a Jerusalem in Los Angeles, a place of wholeness, salvation and righteousness is so overwhelming I have no words to describe this honor. I am grateful to God for the strength and to the thousands of people who have touched and enhanced me during this Godly adventure. God Bless and Stay safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

    Day 181


“The spirit of the Lord God is upon me; because the Lord has anointed me to announce good news to the humble; he has sent me to bind up the broken hearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to those who are bound;

For I the Lord love judgment, I hate robbery with a burnt offering; and I will give them their reward in truth, and I will make an everlasting covenant with them.(Isaiah 61:1,8)


Second Isaiah is bringing strength, hope and courage to the people of Judah, the exiled ones. He begins by letting the people know he is not bringing false hope, rather he as been sent by God to imbue the people with an open heart to take in the words, the strength and courage to be ready for their redemption. The prophet is speaking to the people who can hear, the people who are desperate to hear and experience their redemption. 


The humble, broken-hearted, and the captives are waiting for their prison doors to be open. We are the people who have learned through our experiences of being haughty, being closed and believing our power will save us, to seek and hear, wait and be ready as well as pray and call out to God for our salvation. We learned from our past and the history of our ancestors that we alone cannot save ourselves, we need God, we must seek God and we can only do this through humility and an open heart. We have been bound up in our glory, our power, our false sense of self and this has brought us low and imprisoned us. Second Isaiah is calling out to all of us, those who were in exile in Babylon and those of us who are in exile from God today that our wounds can be healed, our captivity will end and our humility will be rewarded. He is also telling us that without humility, a broken/open heart and the realization that we are imprisoned in our own self-centeredness and false ego, we will not be saved. 


We are in a time when these traits are needed badly. While many people are proclaiming God speaks to them, they say it with haughtiness and pride, a sure sign as we see from Second Isaiah that God is telling them to return, not to continue to wrap themselves is some false sense of security. Being humble means to hear and listen to another(s) and to hear the voice of God through another(s) words and actions. Broken/open-hearts come from realizing our need to not be the smartest person in the room and be open to learning more and more each day. Realizing we are imprisoned and a captive to our own self-aggrandizement is the beginning of the end of our captivity. 


The last verse above is so important to all of us. God loves judgement/justice! We know this from the Torah, the Prophets, the writings, etc. God hates false offerings, falseness in any and everything. Rabbi Heschel teaches: “sacrifice is an essential act of worship. It is the experience of giving oneself vicariously to God and being received by Him.(The Prophets pg. 249) and he goes on to say: “To love means to transfer the center of one’s inner life from the ego to the object of one’s love.” Just as God loves judgement and hates false offerings, so too do we, humans, have to love justice more than falseness. We employ falseness to cover up for our self-centered and egotistical drives. Second Isaiah is telling us to let go of our false egos, serve God in truth and we will be rewarded. The reward being an “everlasting covenant”. We have this and have been given an “everlasting covenant” many times over by God. God doesn’t leave us, we leave God. We have to be willing to surrender our falseness, surrender our coldness and hard-heartedness, surrender our hunger for power and prestige to God. We have to transfer the center of our inner life from our false sense of self to God. Only then will we serve God, self and humanity in the manner we were created for. Only then will we stay free, stay humble and stay open-hearted. Only then will we be able to bask in the everlasting covenant God has made, makes and will continue to honor with us. 


In recovery, we work hard everyday to stay humble, open-hearted and out of imprisonment and captivity. It is a daily job and we do this by remembering who we are serving, God! We have transferred the center of our inner lives, the center of meaning for our life to serving God, to loving justice, to loving kindness and service from the self-centeredness and betrayal of our lives prior to recovery. We are not perfect nor do we claim to be. We know, however, our recovery is dependent on our spiritual condition and when we are not loving and living our spiritual principles, when we are not loving and living in God’s will, we are in danger of losing our recovery. In recovery, we have a daily practice of service, of kindness, of truth, of compassion and of love towards God and our fellow human beings. 


I heard these words of Second Isaiah in a prison cell and I have kept them in the forefront of my being ever since. I miss the mark, of course. Yet, the majority of my life has been spent being open and humble to God’s words and will, to staying out of the prison of my mind and the captivity of my ego. I love justice and hate falseness, especially my own falseness. I am engaged in spiritual practices each and every day. I work at being of service to humanity more and more each day. I am engaging in  the lessons life has taught me, engaging in correcting my errors, and engaging in transferring the center of my inner life to God, to Harriet, Heather, Miles, family and friends more each day. I pray you do the same. God Bless and stay safe, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 180

“Arise, shine for your light has dawned. The Presence of God has shone upon you. Raise your eyes and see; they have all gathered and come to you. Your sons shall be brought from afar and your daughters like babes on shoulders. For in anger I struck you down but in compassion I take you back. And you shall know that I, God, am your Savior and I, the Mighty One of Jacob am your Redeemer.”(Isaiah 60:1,4,10,16).


As the end of our exile nears, Second Isaiah is imbuing the people with both the courage and the strength to return to Jerusalem/Judah with the knowledge of God’s love and the way of living that will ensure longevity in the land. The first verse above is very telling; the people have to be told to rise and shine because their glory, their light has dawned. God’s Presence is shining on them and, it seems, they are unaware of this truth. It is still true today; people who think and proclaim that God’s Presence is upon them and their light is the only light are usually the charlatans who only are concerned with their welfare, power and prestige, not God’s nor anyone else’s. The people that God shines on and whose own light is dawning and beginning to shine, just keep working for God and for humanity. Second Isaiah is speaking to two groups of people, the downtrodden who are so ashamed, guilty and saddened by their own actions that exiled them and the second group; the people who do T’Shuvah and are moving forward in their service to and for God without need for recognition nor reward. Their reward is the reconnection with God and humanity. 


“Raise up your eyes and see” is a command from God to Abraham in Genesis. It is still a command from God to all of us. We are all together, we are all brought back from afar, yet we don’t notice it, we don’t “see”! What stops us from seeing is the fact that we are not raising up our eyes. We are either looking down at the ground, back at yesterday, forward into tomorrow, etc and not looking at the beauty and the joy, the power and the opportunity of today, of right here, right now. We are so stuck on looking at our own reflections, we are unable to “raise our eyes and see” what God is showing us, what God is giving to us and where God is leading us, so we keep taking the wrong turns and the wrong moves and wind up stuck in exile and stuck in/on ourselves. Raising up our eyes is the prophet’s reminder that we can no longer stay blind to God’s desires, God’s commands, God’s ways and God’s love. Doing so keeps us in exile and raising up our eyes and truly seeing sets us free. The question each of us has to ask and answer for ourselves is: Exile or Freedom; both take work to get to, one is the work of pride, mendacity, willful blindness and the other is the work of seeing, doing, guarding and connecting to God’s will, God’s ways and God’s love. Which are you choosing today? 


The last two verses speak so loudly and accurately to me. God’s anger is but for a moment, God’s anger is the last resort to get our attention and wake us up and it doesn’t last! God is compassion, God is waiting for us to return, God is kindness and love-even in God’s anger is love and the desire for us to return. God is our Savior and our Redeemer and we need to recognize the myriad of times God is saving us, redeeming us while we keep rejecting God’s saving and redeeming well as God’s love. We do this rejecting through our senseless hatred of each other, through our taking unfair advantage of the poor, the needy, the voiceless and the powerless. We do this by denying each and every person their dignity and worth, judging them poorly because we can, engaging in deception of another(s) because of our need to engage in self-deception, proclaim our fealty to God while actually serving idols of our own making, etc. We are being told by Second Isaiah, all of these actions are forgiven-God is redeeming and saving us again! I just wonder if we will join in with God or, once again, accept the saving and redeeming while scheming in our own hearts for the time we can  once again be in charge? 


Rabbi Heschel’s words “Second Isaiah’s task is to give “power to the faint” and “strength to him who has no might”(40:29)…he calls upon her (Israel) to sing and rejoice”(The Prophets pg.153), have special meaning to those of us in recovery. We are hyper aware of God’s saving us and redeeming us. We are grateful for God waking us up, helping us see truth and returning us to our own humanity. God’s redemption allows us to rejoin humanity and bring our unique talents to the world so as to help instead of harm, to add instead of take and to love instead of hate. In recovery, raising up our eyes is the key to our continued joy, love and serenity. Thank you God is our refrain daily and many times each day. 


I have been awakened so many times in my recovery. I am grateful to God for waking me up in a jail cell in Van Nuys, Ca. In December of 1986. I am grateful for God’s saving power ever since. I am also grateful for the love God shows me each and every day. I understand each experience in my life in a different light, as I read this passage. God saves me and redeems me from myself and my false pride and my errors daily. What I see as punishment I understand now as refinement and God getting my attention, again! I am in awe of God’s love and care, I am grateful for God’s direction and guidance and I am choosing Freedom today and, please God, everyday. Stay safe and God Bless, Rabbi Mark

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Daily Prophets

Day 179

“Your iniquities have been a barrier between you and God, your sins have made God hide God’’s face and refuse to hear you. Your hands are defiled with crime…your lips speak falsehood…they rely on emptiness and speak falsehood, conceiving wrong and birthing evil. God shall come as redeemer to Zion, to those in Jacob who turn back from sin, declares God. And this shall be My covenant with them, says God,: My spirit which is upon you… shall not be absent from your mouth.”(Isaiah 59:2,20,21).


Second Isaiah is reminding us of all the things that separate us from God, and by extension, each other. We are so quick to blame God for things-“God why are you doing this to me”- is a refrain I heard growing up and up to today. Some people are quick to point out God’s “death” because there is no direct intervention in their eyes. So, Second Isaiah is reminding us of the root cause of our lack of connection, US! It is our iniquities that cause separation, it is our “missing the marks” that cause a hearing loss and a hiding for protection and for comfort. As children we play the game ‘hide and seek’ learning how to hide from another(s) and from God! That game continues into our adulthood and we then blame everyone and everything else for our loneliness and isolation, for not being heard, etc. Second Isaiah is reminding us that we are the cause of separation, we have to be responsible to and for our own actions prior to laying blame anywhere else. 


It is difficult for us today as it was for our ancestors in antiquity to see the crimes our hands have committed; the theft of time, material goods, the slights of hand we use to fool people. It is even harder for us, as it was for them, to acknowledge our falsehoods. We speak lies like they are truth, we defend our lies and the lies of “our people” with more lies and perverted logic. We allow anything to be okay if it fits in with ‘our side’. Hence we have lies about Jews, Asians, Blacks, Muslims, Hispanics being promoted by both the far left and far right. We have bought the ‘poor underdog’ speech of people on both ends of the spectrum without examining the truth and the falsehoods of what is being said. So, we stop hearing anything that isn’t ‘our view’ and allow the falseness of ‘I’m right and you’re wrong’ dominate us and separate us further and further from one another and, by extension, God. Second Isaiah is calling us out to see our part, to stop blaming and to learn how to be responsible and to return, of course.

What is the wrong we are conceiving even as we read Torah, pray our prayers, read the prophets? Which wrongs are we thinking about as we get into our cars, go to work, try to ‘make a killing’? What evil are we birthing in our blaming of another and taking no responsibility for our part in wrongdoing? What evil are we birthing with our deception of another(s) and our practice of mendacity? We have choices each and every day, to hear and listen to God, to hear and listen to the call of our soul, to hear and listen to our false ego’s, to hear and listen to our self-protective self. When we need to make someone else bad for us to be good, when we betray the people who have helped us live well and when we seek to harm another for our own gain- we are birthing evil that separates us from God and from our inner essence. No one is born bad, it is a trait we learn and grow or not, depending on our environment, our education, and our desire for connection with God. 


Rabbi Heschel teaches about the verses:”In contrast to the books of earlier prophets…now the Voice speaks to Israel directly…it is predominately God addressing Himself to the people; it is I, not He.” God is calling us back, God is telling those who turn back to God, who do T’Shuvah, being responsible for their own sins/errors, giving up their old ways, making proper and sincere amends to those we have harmed, God will redeem us and make a new/renew God’s covenant. Not only renew/make new the covenant, but put into our mouths the words, the ways and the spirit of this covenant so it never leaves us. God did this for our ancestors and is doing this for us today, will we turn back to God, will we be the true remnant of Jacob that takes the mantle of God and be the light to the nations? Will you do your T’Shuvah, acknowledge the evil you have birthed, the falseness you speak, the crimes we have committed and turn back to God by making the proper amends and retraining yourself to not go down these paths anymore? 


This is the path of recovery! In recovery we have the new covenant and the words of God are the ones we speak most often, never being perfect is a sign of being in recovery:). In recovery, we have faced ourselves and we have made our amends and continue to grow along spiritual lines so we can continue to grow in our daily quest to do God’s work each and every day. 


I have, of course, committed all the crimes Second Isaiah is speaking of. I also turned back and keep turning back. I am aware of the harm I have wrought and the amends I have made. I am aware of the good I have done and the lives I have helped to save. I know the good outweighs the harm and I know that people still want me to pay for the harm I have done. I am amazed at the ‘pounds of flesh’ some people I thought to be friends and colleagues want from me. I also know that God continues to redeem me and I can’t let the evil of another(s) influence me to do the same. God’s love and redemption will save me and does save you! God Bless and stay safe, Rabbi Mark.

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